Shameless plug!

Sojo Cycle 30 (as we call ourselves) is approaching our six-month-iversary! On March 3, we’ll hit the halfway mark. It’s amazing – only seven months ago we all had no clue what it was like to live with each other. Oh how quickly things change!

It blew my mind to hear that applications are already pouring in for the next round of interns, Cycle 31. But now that I’m a veteran of nearly half a year, I suppose it is time to start thinking forward, and with that being the case, it’s probably a good time for me to chime in on the whole application thing.

If you’re thinking about it, do it. You cannot surround yourself with better people. You cannot find an internship that more highly values your hard work and input and that is anxious to see you develop as a whole person. Surrounded by community, you find challenge right alongside encouragement and know that you have faithful companions walking beside you on the journey. This is a place that opens doors, that forms connections, that presents myriad opportunities you didn’t even know you could have. To be a part of the work of articulating the biblical call to social justice is incredible. You never, ever stop learning. And hey, you get to be in Washington, DC for a year, which makes it even cooler!

So apply, if you are even vaguely considering the possibility of coming here next year. It’s worth the long application, I promise! At the very least, you may get to correspond with Karen and/or Elizabeth, both of them marvelous people whom I admire greatly.

Click here to access the application and more information, and of course, you can get in touch with me if you want to know anything more firsthand about the internship (A small aside: CTS-ers and other seminarians, you can get SM credit for this.). You can find more input from other Cycle 30 interns here.

The deadline is March 1.

You could be as happy as these people. :)

No place like...

We resumed our weekly Friday seminars yesterday after a few weeks of holiday vacation. In case I haven't explained it already, seminar is an integral educational component of the intern program. We take Friday mornings off work to explore a topic or context that is relevant to our lives and work here in DC. Sometimes we go on field trips, and sometimes we have guest speakers, but this week we stayed in (it was pretty cold outside, after all) for some quiet reflection. The topic of reflection:

Home.

Coincidentally, this has been on my mind a lot recently anyway. I've been uprooted for a while now -- it's been seven years since I really lived in my hometown, and Williamsburg is now home to a new cycle of students. In the years that have followed graduation from college, I can name four different living situations. Now I've landed here, where I've been in the process of building a life and community for almost exactly four months. With the nucleus of my life moving so fluidly from one place to the next, and knowing that I still have a few years before I get settled in any one place for an extended period of time, home has been an intriguing and elusive concept.

So I Googled it. How do people define home? This is what I found:

               Merriam-Webster - "Home: the place (such as a house or apartment) where a person lives, 

                  OR a family living together in one building, house, etc., OR a place where something normally or 

                  naturally lives or is located."

               The Apache Relay - "Home is not places -- it is love."

               Oliver Wendell Holmes - "Where we love is home - home that our feet may leave, but not our 

                  hearts."

               Robert Frost - "Home is the place where, when you have to go there, they have to take you in."

               Emily Dickinson - "Where thou art, that is home." (note: this is seconded in paraphrase by 

                  Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros)

               William Jerome - "Any old place I can hang my hat is home sweet home to me."

               Jane Sherwood Ace - "Home wasn't built in a day."

               Maya Angelou - ""The ache for home lives in all of us, the safe place where we can go as we are 

                  and not be questioned."

               T.S. Eliot - "Home is where one starts from."

               Hermann Hesse - "One never reaches home, but wherever friendly paths intersect the whole 

                  world looks like home for a time."

I took some comfort in realizing that I'm not the only one who struggles to pinpoint what, exactly, makes home home. Is it dependent upon the place itself, and to what extent? Is love the one defining factor? Or time? Or vulnerability? Can anywhere be home? Can you carry home with you?

Last year, I had this same conversation with a group of really great, thoughtful twentysomethings trying to figure out where our respective boats are anchored, if they're anchored at all. Looking at the above quotes in conjunction with that fruitful discussion and yesterday's reflections, it became evident that the difficulty in defining home is not because nobody really gets it -- it's because we have to figure out what it means for each of us. In the end, we each have our own criteria for what makes home. Some people are tied to home by a deep and true sense of place. Others say it's entirely dependent upon where their family is. Those who are married or about to get married have said that home is the life they share with their spouse or spouse-to-be, wherever that is. I haven't decided yet what it means for me. For now I make do with packing my sense of home on my back like a turtle until I figure it out, and that's just fine.

(Strawberries are a bonus.)

So what about you? What, for you, makes home?

Enough

Hi everyone! I realize I've been neglectful of my blog -- to those of you who were hoping to hear more from me, my apologies. And to those of you who were wondering if I'd died or dropped off the face of the earth, I am very much alive! Let me tell you a little bit about why it's been so long and what's been going on.

Let's start with the simple fact that I work in development. I was told that the end of the year is a busy time in the world of nonprofit development, but I had NO IDEA it would be quite this hectic. Between special events, extra logistical maneuvering, a higher volume of routine processing, and the office Advent festivities, there's been so much happening that trying to write a blog post on top of that just felt like too much. But it's all been good stuff, so I can't and won't complain.

The fact that it's Christmastime keeps eluding me, though. I know it, as I sit here in the soft glow of the icicle lights that line our fireplace, but the days keep flying by so quickly that I barely know where I am in the week, let alone in the timeline of an entire year. A few weeks ago we hit the three-month mark -- a quarter of the way through this internship already -- and it stunned me. How did that happen?!

Whenever I reach milestone points, however small, I like to take some time to reflect on the part of the journey that's passed, and in doing so now, I've spent a lot of time lately being grateful. Appropriately, it really kicked off with the Thankathon -- an entire week of reaching our to our donors to thank them for making it possible for Sojourners to do the work we do. The whole experience confirmed for me how awesome it is that I get to interface with the people I do in my position (Seriously, guys, our donors are such cool people, and we're so lucky to partner with them. You have no idea.). Follow all of this with the fact that I share a house with nine bright, passionate, talented, and fun-loving people. I have the blessing of engaging in remarkable conversations -- whether in the cubicle or around the kitchen table -- with them every day. Since joining them here, my life has been rich in laughter, challenge, and adventure, and I am so tremendously grateful for that. Add to all of this the rest of my wonderful work community and the endless assortment of interesting (and free!) things to do in DC, and it makes for a lot to be happy about.

Do I want to work development forever? I'm pretty sure that's a no. Do I want to live in DC forever? I don't think so. But am I happy to be here right now? Absolutely. In a season of the year when we think a lot about what we want, I can say that what I have where I am right now is enough -- in fact, it is far more than enough.

So yes, very much alive and loving it!

On a totally different note, I want to put in a plug for Annie Bethancourt, who we hosted for a house show back at the beginning of September. She's really good at what she does, and I can vouch for her being a really cool, down-to-earth person.

Lastly, the interns' headshots are finally up on our staff bios. If you haven't already, go meet my friends (we're at the bottom under the group photo)!

Wishing a happy holiday season to all of you -- and a peaceful post-finals season for those who just weathered the storm (heeeeeeeey CTS people). :) Hope each and every one of you is well!

A monologue about dialogue

Earlier this week, I got to go to an event that hit on two of my favorite interests: music and interfaith. In celebration of 35 years of commitment to interfaith work, the Interfaith Conference of Metropolitan Washington put on a concert combining the musical artistry embedded in eleven different faith traditions. A beautiful, diverse spectrum of people assembled in the Washington Hebrew Congregation's sanctuary. The event began with a series of sacred sounds -- first the shofar (Jewish), then the conch shell (Jain), then the gong (Buddhist), and then finally the azhan (Muslim call to prayer). The audience was hushed, recognizing the transformation of this commonplace gathering into a holy shared space. And it was with that in mind that we ventured forth into the richness of the evening.

I loved it. Loved it. And I want to establish that now before I take a turn in a different direction.

Because something happened that made me want to jump out of my chair in protest.

Our mistress of ceremonies was Greta Kreuz, a well-respected local journalist who originated the religion beat for the DC metro area's ABC station. She has covered a variety of events for a variety of traditions and has been a passionate advocate for interfaith work. After spending a little bit of time commending IFCMW and those who had convened for the event, her talk took on a different spin. Not only was our unity a powerful way of uniting against the social, political, and economic problems of the world, but it was also a source of strength in battling what she deemed to be the biggest problem facing people of faith these days: "non-believers."

I was so stunned that I nearly stood up to let out a "Hold up -- WHAT?!"

Some of my most fruitful conversations about faith have been with people who would categorize themselves as "none" when asked to identify religiously. These are the people who don't guilt me for my doubts, who ask clarifying and refining questions, who push me to articulate what I really believe without slipping into Christian-ese lingo that takes itself for granted but never asks for definition. I don't feel threatened by my non-religious friends; I feel challenged by them. And challenge is healthy.

Not to mention, excluding those folks from the opportunity to talk about faith is entirely against the principles that uphold interfaith dialogue. Interfaith dialogue is about both respecting and transcending lines of difference for the purpose of deepening our understanding of each other. We allow one another to be our distinct selves while also making room for the possibility of collaboration and mutual learning. Where in that model is there room to exclude anyone from the conversation, should they want to join it in that spirit -- even if they aren't religious?

Back in September, my supervisor gifted me with the opportunity to attend a day of the President's Interfaith and Community Service Campus Challenge event at Georgetown University. During my lunch hour, I joined in on an interfaith "speed dialogue," which places interfaith dialogue into speed dating format. I expected to meet people who spanned from Protestant Christianity to Zoroastrianism, from Buddhism to Islam, all clearly identifying with a particular and distinct tradition. Instead, I found myself instead faced with one person after another who identified as secular, atheist, or agnostic. Yet none of them seemed to think any less of me for being a person of faith (let's hope not, at least -- they were at an interfaith event, after all!). They were searching for meaning in their own lives, whether that led them to religion or not, but either way they wanted to understand people of faith more completely. They wanted to be part of the conversation. I deeply respected that.

Welcoming that dialogue will do more to smooth relations between people of faith and people not of faith into something respectful than any belligerent or defensive ideological warfare ever can, and in the process we will find ourselves with a clearer sense of who we are and what we're called to because we've been asked to articulate it. I feel that the greater danger lies in a misled sense of certainty, which often lives in extreme fundamentalism but can sneak in practically everywhere. Our danger, I believe, lies in stopping the search and thinking we have nothing left to learn.

So, Ms. Kreuz, no offense, but I respectfully disagree. However, that won't keep me from dialoguing with you.

Thinking about the future of the church

It's been weeks, I know. I'm sorry. Life has left little time for writing and revising lately, and I'm just starting to reclaim some of my free time for this blog thing that I've committed to. My apologies to those of you who have expected more regular updates.

Not to mention, I've been having a hard time figuring out what to write about. And then tonight's event just fell into my lap (or, more appropriately, into my email inbox and onto my calendar).

Tonight I got the opportunity to attend "Innovating Tradition: A Conversation with Two Urban Pastors on the Future of the Church." The event was held at Calvary Baptist Church in the heart of Washington, DC, and it featured pastor Amy Butler (AB) and special guest Nadia Bolz-Weber (NBW). While the context of the assembly was NBW's book tour, the real centerpiece of the conversation was how church in America must evolve to be a true source of relevant spiritual nourishment in the contemporary world. At the risk of oversimplifying, I want to remark quickly on three major themes I heard:

1. Rigor. People are tired of tough questions being avoided. Everyone theologizes from the conditions of their own lives to their relationship with God, and when life hands them hard questions, pat answers don't do the trick. A rigorous faith is a healthy faith, and a rigorous faith must challenge us to meet the difficult stuff with courage and with the confidence that God enters that deep searching process with us. As NBW would say, "God wasn't looking down on the cross; God was hanging on the cross." Theology needs to be real, to acknowledge and mark human pain and suffering, and it is faithful rigor that helps us to have a robust theology that can meet such challenges with integrity, even if it doesn't meet them with clear answers.

2. Authenticity. Okay, folks, let's be real. Good marketing may get people through the doors of the church, but it's not going to keep them there. And watering things down may appeal to those who don't want to commit, but healthy communities of faith bloom from genuinely sharing in life with each other. Being a "successful" church is not about corporate measurements like numbers and money and extensive programming. It's the "moments of holy grace," in the words of AB, that mark genuine community with an honest sense of who they are, keeping each other company on this messy journey of trying to live into the life Christ calls us to. Let's stop pretending to be who we aren't.

3. Participation. People need to be able to commit to and invest in their faith, and faith communities need to offer opportunities to do that in tangible, meaningful ways. Faith is an active thing when it is real. If Jesus is calling us to a radical way of living, then when we claim Jesus, let's live it. And let's make it so the participation in our communities empowers us to participate in that life outside the church as well. NBW talks about being "anti-excellence, pro-participation." The goal is not to be the best at any of this church stuff; the goal is to be deep into it, actively discerning and engaging. That's what gives church life.

I think we make these three factors into abstract, distant ideas of what we want to the church to look like, but when we actually develop "strategies" for how we want to construct congregational life, we just hope we'll end up getting to these goals eventually if we take care of our other concerns first. We figure they'll be inevitable side effects if we get the "right people" into the pews and the "right music" into the worship service. But we can't compromise these goals for anything less. They're what we need to pursue for our life together as we collectively pursue God, and they illuminate the faithful way forward into living as the Church.

I would love to hear your reflections on this! What would you add to or change about these three key points?

Shutdown Cake and Civil Disobedience

Well, it's official: after only about a month of being in DC, I've already gotten involved in some civil disobedience.

It didn't look like a protest, and no, I wasn't arrested. It was flag football, just a normal church-league match in which I was playing at my usual level of brilliance (on a scale of 1 to 10, that would be a zero). What made it civil disobedience was not what is was, but where. Our originally planned location was claimed by little league baseball, so we moved this past weekend's games to the fields next to the Martin Luther King, Jr., memorial, land that is technically a national park -- and closed due to the shutdown. That is where we ran into trouble.

It was a sunny Saturday, hot for October, and we weren't the only ones out. The lawns around the memorials were full of people, whether they were runners or picketers, and with parking being as limited as it was, our teams were small, so we didn't add very many to their number. But ten minutes from the end of our game, a police car pulled onto the field. "Let's huddle up for a second," called out the officer, and we all gathered round.

"I'm really sorry, guys," he apologized, looking genuinely unhappy to make his announcement, "but because of the government shutdown, you can't be playing on these fields." He agreed to let us finish out our match before we left, and as we thanked him for being so civil about it, a woman on the opposing team chimed in:

"You aren't being paid right now, are you?"

The officer shook his head.

Five minutes later, the police sergeant ripped across our field on his motorcycle and demanded, through our poor officer who so clearly hated to be the bearer of bad news, that we leave the field immediately. So we prayed, and we dispersed.

The thing is, though, I really can't find it in me to complain about that episode. What I can find it in me to complain about are the effects that I'm not having to feel. Sure, I get kicked off my flag football field and can't have a weekend at the Smithsonians, but other people are working without pay, if they're working at all. Furloughed workers are having to figure out how to pay their bills in the absence of income because a self-obsessed Congress with a misplaced conscience finds it necessary to resort to threats and crises to get what they want. Not only were these workers deemed "nonessential," thereby painfully downplaying the value of their work -- they were also effectively told that their welfare wasn't worth protecting.

In the meantime, everyone's reaching for silver linings. We Sojo interns baked ourselves a "shutdown cake" with the philosophy that something good ought to come out of all this (and it was, indeed, very good). Free meals, early happy hours, deferred payment plans, are all ways in which local businesses are trying to pitch in to make life a little easier and less stressful on those folks who are suffering in the shadow of petty politics. The city of DC is doing its best to weather the storm, go on as normally and possible, and dissociate itself from the people here who have made this mess.

And so we continue to wait, doing our best to support each other and sharing the hopes and prayers of Senate Chaplain Barry Black, that our leaders will admit their mistakes and repent of their pride, reclaim reasonableness, and honestly come together for the common good of the country.

For Sojourners's official take on the government shutdown, click here.

Still here

Hey friends. Things have been busy here, between our community retreat, getting into a rhythm at work, and oh yeah, that government shutdown thing, which has been a hot topic of conversation at the office and at home. The shutdown became real and present to us in the thinning out of morning traffic and the aggravated, "enough already!" tension that has charged the air. I think the House needs to learn some basic kindergarten values. This whole make-a-threat-with-far-reaching-consequences-to-get-what-I-want thing is just immature.

I don't really have the time or energy to write a full post right now, but wanted to let you all know that I'm still here and that something new and more thought-filled will be on the way soon.